My daily observational sketches

I don't know what's happening around me. I don't know what to say, or even tell people. I'm unable to express myself, which is creating problems and rifts between me and my people.  Everyone's busy in their own world. Everyone has some work, everyone is successful in diverting the mind, and I'm in the cage of every other thing. I want to come out of this cage, but time has some other wish, I'm badly stuck in my own cage, created by me, I wish I could get some space (as I've time), to express myself and come out of the present condition. Let's hope time will heal me, and some recreational activities as well. Because the rate at which I'm becoming a hollow person from within, I'll not be able to stand this anymore. Let's leave it to God. He does whatever is the best for us.

This one is for you, because I think, you get less appreciation for your love towards me😌. This is a private blog, so don't worry, privacy × 100 I don't remember the day we actually started talking, but it was a sad incident of the elephant's demise due to fire crackers. Our friendship grew from that day itself. Well one of my friends had cleared her GY effortlessly through him, so I thought he'll be a helpful senior. So we exchanged phone numbers.  So later on after a constant instagram contact for a few days, we switched to video calling, I still really can't process how had I accepted his calls. I mean destiny, you know. There was a spark between us, a crush from my side. I didn't knew about his. I was sure I wasn't 😂. I mean see him, he's so good, and I'm completely the opposite.  So this crush started growing, until one day, when I came to know about my best friend's crush on him. I didn't knew what to do, I was sad, but I decided to l...

I'm a 19 year old engineering student, studying at COEP, one of the elite institutions in Maharashtra. Being an omnivert, I sometimes share my deepest secrets, sometimes refrain from sharing the smallest ones. So decided to start blogging. I'm at a stage when most of us start realising about one thing around which our life will revolve, financial independence/stability. We're Indians, so our parents nurture us till we complete our education. But its human that we start feeling this insecurity or we feel shy to ask money to our parents.  I'm feeling this from almost 3 years. Its mainly influential, as my elder brother, then 21, had started feeling the same. So basically I'm confused and unable to give justice to this blog. What I feel is, I should become financially independent atleast after 2 more years, the time I'll have a degree in my hand, so primarily focusing on skill development, and polishing the existing skills. Also I think that, our passion can change...

4 January 2019, a day which I will remember for years. Well its special due to the birth of my best friend, well an infant.  I still remember that day when I had my preliminary examinations for my +2 boards, and I travelled by rickshaw, which is a common local transport medium, and it was really tiring. I was completely exhausted, physically and mentally.  That day, in the evening, I attended my Maths classes, where I was preparing for my engineering entrance, and on my way back home, I started crying, out of nothing. So today, when I look back and introspect, I think I had reached the saturation point, which naturally every student reaches at a certain point. So my parents told me about her birth. I was elated. And they decided to visit her to the hospital. In this way, we went to meet her, a 7 hour old baby, the cutest one though!!! So we went around 8.30 pm, and when I held her in my arms, I was clueless how to hold her, man!!  With her eyes closed, I had placed my han...